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Lost!


I'm at my lowest ever!

Not sure, whether I'll pick me up again!

lost all the interest in that.

Just lie down, stay low.



Yes, I know, 

they are all alone!

It's always you for yourself,

But still...

It was never like this a few years back!

They had my back, 

And I had theirs..

Always!!!


But we lost that bond,

Somewhere in the middle.

Spaces grew in between.

They grew roots!

Sucked out all the life from us.


Lifeless beings...!

Just beings... Living 

or maybe surviving.


Time grabbed that from me!

the instinct, to survive,

To stand up, to strike back.


And now I'm just another old tree,

Who's waiting for the storm to strike,

To trip, to lie, to fall apart,

And join back,

the land of the "living"!


                                                                    ~Jaykoo

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